If Only

Song generated by AI- lyrics written by me [Intro] [Verse 1] It wasn't a split-second decision, but I definitely didn't plan it, I'll just start from the beginning, I'll try my best to be candid. It started with heartbreak, being fragile and hard to love, we jumped into commitment, never realized how lost I was. My toxicity carried into our lives, pushed you away, and made you lie, your unfaithfulness pushed me over the edge and my inner world came to an end. [Chorus] None of this can excuse my behavior I should have done you a favor, I could have spared you, If I had a spine, from the brokenness in my life. Please forgive me, I am a betrayer, I know that I should have been braver Told you how I felt, looked you in the eyes If only I could turn back time... [Verse 2] Our precious children were casualties of our vicious, tumultuous plight. They witnessed things they shouldn't have, they'll carry those scars with them for life. We both messed up in our own ways, fell short and had a lot of bad days, I'm so thankful you gave me the gift of forgiveness, I'll spend the rest of my life, God as my witness, being the best version of me I can be, and do things the right way for our family. [Chorus] None of this can excuse my behavior I should have done you a favor, I could have spared you, If I had a spine, from the brokenness in my life. Please forgive me, I am a betrayer, I know that I should have been braver Told you how I felt, looked you in the eyes If only I could turn back time... [bridge] Maybe turning back time isn't the answer, now we can rewrite our happily ever after. [Chorus]None of this needs to be my behavior I can do you a favor I now have a spine, there's only openness in my life. Please forgive me, I'll never be perfect, I'll do my best cuz I know you deserve it, Here's how I feel, it should be no surprise, I will love you until the end of time... Here's how I feel, it should be no surprise, I will love you until the end of time...