I'm Drowning

[verse 1] demons in my head they all want me dead trying to fight but I fail instead never had a home it just grew cold and now these thoughts are getting old. [pre chores] people offer help but I never take it all my emotions I just fake it every single day it feels like a mistake and my heart it just can't take. [chores 1] tell me when I'll breathe again because my heart is caving in I'm not like I was before now I'm shattered on the floor People want me to be ok but im just drowning in the rain feeling like I'm lost in this pain when will I see today? [verse 2] fighting like this has never helped all this pain I always felt felt like a prison I couldn't get out even when I called for help. [pre chores] people offer help but I never take it all my emotions I just fake it every single day it feels like a mistake and my heart it just can't take. [chores 2] tell me when I'll breathe again because my heart is caving in I'm not like I was before now I'm shattered on the floor People want me to be ok but im just drowning in the rain feeling like I'm lost in this pain when will I see today? [bridge] [instrumental] [hard powerful ending] tell me when I'll breathe again because my heart is caving in I'm not like I was before now I'm shattered on the floor People want me to be ok but im just drowning in the rain feeling like I'm lost in this pain when will I see today?