I'm sorry

prod jxtrho @prod.jxtrho rap phenomenon calmer than the dalai lama paintings of my life of trauma fuck the drama love it when she call me papa pop a bottle, take a shot, throw up I got stains all on my pajamas you couldn't foster this kid I'm too sick I spit quick won't give em the blueprint no Cinderella make sure that the shoe fit eighth of shrooms will show me what the truth is my body is a temple and I see that now I know there's still some people probably wanna see me drown shit like how please sit down and give my crown actually, you can keep that shit it's from the soul when I speak so I don't need that shit my raps are sloppy but I wish they'd try to stop me this is more than just a hobby smoking dope up in the lobby I might slap a paparazzi kick karate when I'm on the mic flow just like dynamite I keep falling like I don't know how to ride a bike get back up shit that's life fall back down did that twice this is more than just a passion I'm reality detaching I'm detaching from reality Grandma looking down on me know she proud of me my other grandma too the one that taught me how to tie my shoe I still remember all the shit that we went through I'm sorry that I drank your alcohol and went to school I'm sorry that I took that pill I know that wasn't cool was just searching for a thrill hard to admit it but it's true and God I'm talking to you too I'm sorry