I wrote these lyrics and recorded these vocals in 2017. The instrumental track used and the editing of the music was by Arthur Cruz (axelbreeze). These lyrics describe my PTSD. I don’t really make music anymore, as I’m not really fond of my own voice. I also struggled with enjoying the stuff I came out with as I wanted to be in more of the rock genre rather than EDM as I always felt my vocals and lyrics, sometimes being darker would be more suited to it. Now days I wonder if I should have just stuck with it and learned to adjust. Maybe I’m just hitting my midlife crisis now and that’s why I’m having all these questions now though.
Please feel free to share your thoughts and opinions in the comments and tell me what you think.
