Jealous

“Jealous” is about a self-made prison and how pain can mirror pain. It is an empathetic exploration of envy, resilience, and the value in perspective. The song alternates between observation and confession. From one who moves through life lightly and another who arrives stormy, projecting pain and suspicion. Rather than simply condemning the jealous person, the lyrics trace shared wounds, with a confession that the person once felt the same darkness. It’s a song regarding two people caught between judgment and understanding, with a hopeful push toward healing. Lyrics: I walk in sunlight, my presence feels light, i don’t fit in when there’s a crowded room it costs too much to be unreal, to be fake it’s draining to pretend, to keep up to live in circles, i don’t want that fate You come in stormy, you radiate negative energy You spread lies, whispers that are not true then you always try to make amends you have to remember your stories what you said and did, who hates who that fight for attention, unnecessary worries You’re just jealous, you’re not me Locked inside a mirror you can’t break free You want me to feel what you feel that your smile’s a shadow, it’s not real you’re in your own prison the prison of your mind but you won’t leave i don’t have to worry, i’m on my own while it may be lonely a time or two i learned to enjoy being alone i’m surrounded by quality over quantity people i let in, i know are loyal and true you try and bring me down you push me underwater hoping that i drown you wouldn’t want me to be found because you don’t think that i matter what you don’t see when you judge me I struggled with sadness and pain, it’s true i’ve been in the dark where the walls caved in sometimes it was me that was jealous because it was me who wouldn’t breathe but i chose not to stay, i chose to rise higher when you point, just know i too felt fire I have my reasons too, i could be you i’ve been betrayed, abused, lost, and misled i once didn’t see a future where i wasn’t dead there’s no need to be jealous you don’t have to be like me but you can be a better version of you you gotta look in the mirror and fix your pain let go of what’s keeping you from change let’s meet in the middle don’t be jealous that you’re not me because you’re Locked inside a mirror and you can’t break free i know You want me to feel what you feel i know your smile’s a shadow, it’s not real i see you’re in your own prison the prison of your mind but you won’t leave