just breathe.

this is pure, unadulterated fluff with a slight touch of despair. (in which I shamelessly use will & alicia while I avoid watching 5.15 - denial is my second name after all) (holder & linden own this vid and I couldn't do a single thing to prevent it !!! I'm not sorry tho) (philip & elizabeth jennings !!!! LET'S JUST BREATHE !!! there's no show quite like the Americans on present tv. seriously. there isn't.) (it's 2016 and I still haven't made a proper video about sawyer & kate but I keep editing them in multiwhatever videos because I am very dumb / if I showed you my sk folder of unfinished-ongoing stuff you'd probably hit me so I won't be doing that) (it's 2016 and I'm still victimized and traumatized on a daily basis by lee & kara, my pilots babies and my freaking everything, now and always #shoutittotheskies) that said, this is pretty personal and not really linear but it is the only way I seem to be vidding these days. making proper, full circle tributes - even my usual shippy videos - feels very far from me at the moment, it's probably a matter of perception.. of feelings, relationships and the way I've grown to live them. more on the "inside" - for me to feel - than on the "outside" - for the world to see. anyway, this band (EDDIE) owns my heart just as much as the above mentioned ships and characters. enjoy!