keep holding on. [3K]

watch in 1080p [HD] + headphones. ✘ song: keep holding on ✘ coloring: elvenqueen ✘ program: sony vegas pro 14 I can't believe it's finally finished. I don't want to justify myself because it's all my fault , I should've done it earlier, before some things happened in my life but on the other hand – how would I know about them then? anyway, here we are and... I'm so happy to finally show this masterpiece to you. I think every single part is perfect, having such talented people in such an important video for me is... god, I have no words. so first of all I want to thank all participants💕 you should know you're all gifted people because I honestly can't imagine it to be any better. and every time I watch it, I love it even more. also, I'd like to thank Patricia and Marie for beautiful fill-ins💫 this song is really important to me. you may already know I have an anxiety, I've been struggling with self-harm and, whether I like it or not, my past will be always laying on me like a shadow. what is important here is that it's okay to not feel okay. I couldn't keep my mind away from some thoughts, and to every person who struggles with it, as long as they stay just thoghts, not actions – it defines you as a strong person. it is a weakness, it's true, but a weakness you're fighting with and that's all that matters! sometimes we lose though. I lost many times and I'm still here because I didn't stay quiet about it, I opened my heart to other people. love can bring you down but it also can take off that weight from your shoulders. that doesn't make you less strong. we need love and we need to love ourselves. I am strong. and so are you💖 if what I've just said is going to make even one person feel better, it was worth it. I know how it is, sometimes the only thing you want is hearing that you matter and your problems matter. so I'm saying it now. you matter. as I'm keeping this personal, I want to thank all people who helped me. I'm not going to say their names, they know who I'm talking about. we all need people who will take care of us and heal our wounds after we fall and then help us to stand on our own feet. because of them I keep holding on every day. I'm forever grateful to have such wonderful people in my life💕🌸 I love you so, so much. and finally, I'd like to thank all my subcribers because now there are over 3000 of you and it's kind of... overwhelming. I'm not complaining though haha, why would I? it's just... sometimes I feel like it's all going on too fast. I started this channel in january last year and everything that's happened since feels for me like it happened in a blink of an eye... I don't know if I make any sense. anyway! thank you all once again. this channel is the other thing I'm forever grateful for. stay strong, Ola xx —————————————————————————————————————————————————— ✘ ask: https://ask.fm/alessabelikov ✘ instagram: https://www.instagram.com/alessabelikov/ ✘ twitter: https://twitter.com/_wheresola ✘ tutorial channel: https://www.youtube.com/c/belikovprodz Copyright Disclaimer Under Section 107 of the Copyright Act 1976. I own only the editing. #fanvidfeed #sadmultifandom #multifandom #annesoshifeatures