KILL ALTERS 2983 EYELID VIEWING

https://open.spotify.com/track/7pQr70RnvNo2HkbP6CuSPX?si=2qhPc7l9RnOo9wRnUb4A7g eyelid viewing I look at all realities crumbling I seek out any flares an evolving to pull me way out In the stratosphere where I can meet you when I need air I cannot let me rot any longer I’m a swan got me bummed how I’m caged here like a ticking fucking time bomb I’m just so numb I’m just so done getting off on my thoughts like it don’t hurt got me really cut off in a slow burn so misleading bottom feeding on what could be never ending too distraught to fend off every drainer everyone’s got a battle to conquer but I really won’t last better get here real fast I’m just doing my best now do you exists whenever I’m awaking I never want to leave I try to pace my mind escaping you make me want to go back wanna go back inner world of synaps Ya I like that I try to stay , I’ll test my fate Cling to every fantasy bring to life what’s shadowing I’m boundless like clouds like clouds so relentless , what u do to me I let my mind get way ahead of me when my own eyes can’t tell me what is real like clouds looming over everything I do it’s only you the drug that gets me through I follow you I know you take me there I follow you into my own despair it’s not hard for me to spiral into fuck knows where Fuck knows where I’ll be unfolding now fucked up when I lay here I’ll whither away then I just want to fade then cause I know when I wake up I won’t I’ll be vacant I’ll just want to trade in I’m caught like a moth I’m lost and done faking I don’t want to wake up I know I’ll be vacant I just want to trade in