laughing in a dream

echo to the side of me hours with of no hint of glee ending of the family tree blood dripping from my arms and knees speakers screaming in my ears no more dreams and no more fears looking out the window’s clear i will be no longer here echo to the side of me hours with of no hint of glee ending of the family tree blood dripping from my arms and knees speakers screaming in my ears no more dreams and no more fears looking out the window’s clear i will be no longer here echo to the side of me hours with of no hint of glee ending of the family tree blood dripping from my arms and knees speakers screaming in my ears no more dreams and no more fears looking out the window’s clear i will be no longer here echo to the side of me hours with of no hint of glee ending of the family tree blood dripping from my arms and knees speakers screaming in my ears no more dreams and no more fears looking out the window’s clear i will be no longer here i can hear the party from my window i’m gonna close it cuz i don’t wanna think about anyone else and the fun they’re having i would never be a friend this life of mine i have chosen anytime i try to be someone i am frozen nothing is real but the pain is true i cannot feel but the blood flows through i’ll put this cd on before i can blink turn the volume up so loud that i can’t hear myself think opening my eyes to the rain feeling totally sane something’s been off since birth this will be my last night on earth hitting the last of it now feeling the cancer grow tomorrow doesn’t matter the future is shattered everlasting misery god damn the holy seed of me future stopped, finally free final broadcast mtv only escape was weed made myself bleed pills never made me free and no one will ever see all the crux it chomps on me tattoos of the final plea watering the parasitic tree no goodness comes without a fee alcohol, no tea i’m on a spree came to the conclusion that a bullet is the key echo to the side of me hours with of no hint of glee ending of the family tree blood dripping from my arms and knees speakers screaming in my ears no more dreams and no more fears looking out the window’s clear i will be no longer here echo to the side of me hours with of no hint of glee ending of the family tree blood dripping from my arms and knees speakers screaming in my ears no more dreams and no more fears looking out the window’s clear i will be no longer here