Lil Xtra - Cronus

Support Lil Xtra https://soundcloud.com/lilxtraatl https://open.spotify.com/artist/7j8XINhxkD7WS4efrPxbhm https://twitter.com/LilXtraATL ~~~~~~~~~~ Sad Chill: https://www.instagram.com/mrsadchill https://twitter.com/mrsadchill https://soundcloud.com/universalchill Spotify Playlist!! https://open.spotify.com/user/provalio/playlist/5CGm1OPqBF0fA7TrvyqbeA?si=kXwHjL2OSXSSeiiiSGr-B 🇷🇺 Follow sad chill on VK: https://vk.com/realsadchill ~~~~~~~~~~ Lyrics: Breaking down in an airport bathroom I can’t wait to leave When I get home I’m Turning off my phone So no one can find me I’m sick of these words, I’m sick of your games We said we’d improve, we said that we’d change But nothing ever goes right these days You’re acting plastic go move to LA Or give me one fucking reason to stay I’m sick of your god I won’t fucking pray Signed a shit deal can’t even get paid So fuck what I feel i made it his way I can’t pull myself up out Of this hole that I dug myself I tried to so hard to play my roll But I hate everything now that They’ve got me under control I can’t breath or decide what I’m doing Name the pain and I’ve probably been through it I am an unpleasant person I fucking deserve this don’t care if you hate me I like being worthless Devoid of all purpose I’m stupid and nervous I don’t trust the process I’m tanking and wordless Nothing to say, my naiveate Lost the life that I had now I’m losing my place I’m Paralyzed just stuck in stasis Suicide on my mind on a daily basis Cause I hate myself, I’m the loosest cannon No mental health, all hope abandoned No sense of self, no hope for ransom Life’s hopeless now and I can’t stand it Couldn’t hurt myself this well if I planned it Burns like hell I thought that I ran shit I can’t pull myself up out Of this hole that I dug myself I tried so hard to play my roll But I hate everything now that They’ve got me under control Process complex emotions Fuck that, where the blunt at wavy as oceans QPour some of that codine potion I’m not heartless my heart’s just broken Lost inside my mind I hate the way stay deprived of joy I hate this life I’m not alright I’m not the type to stay quiet I’d rather die than live the rest of my life this way And real shit there’s really nothing Left to say about problems that won’t end or go away Or pretend that everything will be okay I’m an imprint all I do it took up space Dissident the gulag is where I stay Music pays my rent want to stay that way Lost all resolve when i sold my soul I hate everything, I’m under control