Limerence

Lyrics n the hoodtrap trenches, I was numb, no innocence Cold nights, hard life, never trusted sentiment Demons in my head, got me fighting for my relevance Then you came around, turned that pain into some limerence Posted on the block, yeah the stars felt distant Heart full of scars, I was moving kinda different Said I’d never love, I was standing on my principles Now I’m losing sleep, you the one that got me slipping though Late night calls, got me stuck up in my feelings From the hoodtrap pain to a different type of healing But I know the game, love fake, it be appealing Still I dive deep, even knowing I’m the victim Running through my mind like a melody on repeat Street code solid but your love got me weak From the hoodtrap lows to the highs I couldn’t reach Now it’s limerence dreams every time I try to sleep Told myself I’m done, but I keep on relapsing Every time you leave, feel my whole world collapsing Hoodtrap habits, yeah my trust been collapsing But your name in my chest like a permanent caption Try to play it cool, but my pride keep cracking Seen too many losses, got my heart overreacting Said it’s just a phase, but it hit like a passion Now I’m chasing your love like it’s more than attraction In between the lines, yeah I read all your silence You say you don’t care, but your actions be wildin’ From the hoodtrap pain, I was built off survival Now I’m fighting myself just to keep it from spiralin’ If it all fall down, I’ma take that risk still Love and the streets never mix, but it feels real From the hoodtrap scars to a heart that could heal Limerence got me hooked, I don’t know how to feel