Loki- Hurricane

Hello there! So bear with me both this video and description are long, but i guarantee pain for you if you stay. i wanted to explore loki’s life and how he became the way that he is. this is pure angst. and yes i am a simp for loki. No matter how many times that you told me you wanted to leave No matter how many breaths that you took, you still couldn't breathe No matter how many nights that you lied wide awake to the sound of the poison rain Where did you go? Where did you go? Where did you go? I need a heartbeat, a heartbeat Tell me would you kill to save a life? Tell me would you kill to prove you're right? Crash, crash, burn let it all burn This hurricane's chasing us all underground No matter how many deaths that I die, I will never forget No matter how many lives I live, I will never regret There's a fire inside this heart and a riot about to explode into flames Where is your God? Where is your God? Where is your God? (“you will never be a god” -loki) Do you really want? Do you really want me? Do you really want me dead? Or alive to torture for my sins? Do you really want? (Heartbeat, a heartbeat) Do you really want me? (I need a heartbeat, a heartbeat) Do you really want me dead? (You know I gotta leave, I can't stay) Or alive to live a lie? (I know I gotta go, I can't stay) Tell me would you kill to save a life? Tell me would you kill to prove you're right? Crash, crash, burn let it all burn This hurricane's chasing us all underground (“easier to let it burn” -loki) “what am i” -loki “what because i am the monster parents tell their children about at night?” -loki “you could have told me what i was from the beginning, why didn’t you?”-loki You say you wrong, you wrong, I'm right, I'm right You're wrong, we fight (“tell me” -loki) Ok, I'm running from the light, running from the day to night (“hurts doesn’t it? being lied to, being told you’re one thing, only to find out it’s all a fiction.”) Oh, the quiet silence defines our misery (“loki i thought the world of you. i thought we were gonna fight side by side forever, but at the end of the day, you’re you and i’m me. and i don’t know, maybe there’s still good in you, but let’s be honest our paths diverged a long time ago” -thor) The riot inside keeps trying to visit me (“sentiment”) No matter how we try, it's too much history Too many bad notes playing in our symphony (thor and loki can’t be close because loki keeps betraying thor) So let it breathe, let it fly, let it go Let it fall, let it crash, burn slow (“you know it all makes sense now, why you favored thor all these years, because no matter how much you claimed to love me: you could never have a frost giant on the throne of asgard.” -loki) And then you call upon God Oh, you call upon God Tell me would you kill to save for a life? Tell me would you kill to prove you're right? (“your father-“ -frigga “he’s not my father!” -loki “then am i not your mother?” -frigga “you’re not.” -loki “always so perceptive, about everyone but yourself.” -frigga) Crash, crash, burn let it all burn (“i never wanted the throne. i only ever wanted to be your equal.” -loki) This hurricane's chasing us all underground (“i will not fight you brother!” -thor “i’m not your brother. I never was” -loki) Oh, whoa (“so i am no more than another stolen relic, locked up here until you might have use of me?”) This hurricane (oh, whoa) (“you must be truly desperate, to come to me for help” -loki) This hurricane (oh, whoa) (“what makes you think you can trust me?” -loki) (“i don’t; mother did.” -thor) (“have i made you proud?” -loki “please, don’t make this worse.” -frigga This hurricane (oh, whoa) (“you should know that when we fought together in the past i did so with a glimmer of hope that my brother was still in there somewhere. that hope no longer exists to protect you. you betray me, and i will kill you.” -thor) Do you really want? (“if you were here i might even give you a hug.” -thor “i’m here.” -loki) Do you really want me? Do you really want me dead? Or alive to torture for my sins? (“when do we start?” -loki) Do you really want? (“you really are the worst brother” the last thing thor ever said to loki) Do you really want me? Do you really want me dead? Or alive to live a lie? (“i assure you brother, the sun will shine on us again.”) Running away from the night Running away from the night Running away from the light Running away to save your life May the Force be with you, Fern Disclaimer: this video is perfectly legal under fair use as it is a limited and transformative use of all copyrighted material. the clips are from Thor, The Avengers, Thor: The Dark World, Thor Ragnarok, and Avengers: Infinity War, and are property of disney and marvel. the song is Hurricane 2.0 by Thirty Seconds to Mars feat. Kanye West. Editing is my own.