Lost My Soul

*After You Left Me* I thought the goal was to survive the absence, to bridge the gap, to keep the memory alive at all costs. I poured everything I had into the hollow space where you used to be. I fed the silence with my thoughts, my energy, and my history, until I looked in the mirror and realized there was nothing left behind my own eyes. It’s not just that the house is empty; it’s that the person living in it is a ghost, too. I’ve become a collection of echoes, a hollow shell vibrating with the frequency of someone who isn't here. I traded my light for your shadow, and in the process of holding on to us, I *lost my soul* . I am a song with no melody, a sky with no stars. I am wandering through this ambient darkness, not searching for you anymore, but trying to find a trace of who I was before the world turned cold.... --- *lost My Soul*