MANIFESTED FIXATIONS (AUDIO)

LYRICS: I just need my own time After that you can hit me anytime you want but right now All this bullshit in my mind Depression is a stain That shit is tattooed on my veins I'm just staying in my own lane Every time you got a problem why am I the one to blame? And I'm tired of saying sorry Every time you see me you ask for Molly Always on my phone no matter what the fuck it is Yeah I know I know every time you crying, I'm the reason that you is I know I'm the reason why you mad, it don't matter what I did And the problem is that's on me And the problem is that's on me And the problem is the blame's on me I can never count on you, but you always call on me I was in a dark place, a young nigga couldn't see I couldn't feel my heart, I couldn't even breathe And when I'm dead, will you even remember me? And I say that for a reason But we already know that's for the season And your feelings won't change, I know that for a reason Shit so plane call it a Mayday I've been running out of energy I'm just trying to find all my demons But my heart bleedin Ain't no love I really needed Yeah my fault, my fault I just want a real love tired of pretend Everybody got it fucked up don't know the meaning Attached to the point where I'm clinging I tied a knot loose if you ever need me Feel like you need a know if you need me 'Cause it got me sitting here motherfucking preaching I feel like something about my demons Feel like im boutta lose soon but I'm gonna keep going And it got me wondering if I'ma die young instead I need closure everything is always fucking ending I hate being alone I'm codependent My life a movie like Kurt Cobain These bitches want me like I put my soul in it If you walk away then I will not care straight But if you get hurt, remember how I treated you special But you cannot come back cause you thought you better But now you embarrassed living off a "regret it"