Masterclass In Hurt

I am a singer songwriter here's a song I created with the help of SUNO AI, I thought it sounded better with a male voice and I can't sing that deep haha. Lyrics and music by me Contemporary country - Masterclass In Hurt A door slams, she’s gone The beginning of the end I know all the signs I’m heading Down a dead end road again Am I just unlucky Or is it written somewhere That I’ll never find love It just seems so unfair Chorus That here I am crying Can’t figure out where it went wrong I know this feeling well Can’t find a heart where I belong I could be a counsellor I could be a teacher If you wanna sit and listen Take in every word You will see my whole life is A masterclass in hurt Even when I was growing up Life wasn’t pretty A family troubled with addiction Alway moving city to city My father was a hard man Who drank away his nights While mama always ended up The loser in their fights Chorus So here I am crying Can’t figure out where it went wrong I know this feeling well Can’t find a heart where I belong I could be a counsellor I could be a teacher If you wanna sit and listen Take in every word You will see my whole life is A masterclass in hurt Bridge We learn from what we see and I’ve seen a lot I still hear it in my head the sound of the shot My father with the gun looking at me, crying The blood on my hands was horrifying As I held my mama, as she lay dying I guess I carry with me the pain of that day It seeps into everything And never goes away Chorus So here I am crying I think I know where it went wrong I know this feeling well Can’t find the peace for which I long I could be a counsellor I could be a teacher If you wanna sit and listen Take in every word You will see my whole life is ….A masterclass in hurt