Maybe

Infinity is an album about pain, identity, love, self-destruction and healing. A story about growing up, losing yourself, and learning that you don’t have to be perfect to deserve peace. Infinity Written, Produced & Visualized by Lupin Performed by Raven ──────────────────── Lyrics I heard you come in late that night Keys were quiet at the door Like you didn’t wanna wake me But I wasn’t sleeping anymore I kept my breathing slow and steady Like I didn’t notice anything But I felt it in the silence Something small was breaking in I knew something had shifted I just couldn’t tell you what So I kept replaying that night Trying to piece it all up Not what you said, not what he said Just something I had done I kept going back to that moment Trying to find where it begun mm… mm… mm-mm… mm… You were in the kitchen next morning Acting like it was okay But I saw how tired you looked Even when you turned away You worked late, came home quiet Barely holding all that weight And I hated that you carried Everything we couldn’t say I wanted to ask you about him But I was afraid to say his name I thought if I stayed quiet Maybe things would stay the same You never said it was me But you didn’t say it wasn’t And somewhere in between I built something I trusted mm… mm-mm… …mm After that I started changing I stayed out later than I should Stopped answering your calls Like I misunderstood I knew you saw it in me Even when you looked away Like you were trying to hold on While I drifted day by day I wasn’t the same kid You were trying to raise And I saw what it did to you In the smallest ways You worked two jobs to keep us Something steady, something real And I was out there losing Everything you tried to build And I hated who I was becoming But I didn’t know how to stop It felt like something in me Didn’t wanna let me drop mm… mm… mm—mm… mm… Mama, I saw it in your hands The way they shook when you got home I saw it in the way you smiled Like you were doing it alone You said you were proud of me Even when I knew it hurt And that stayed with me longer Than anything you said in words I didn’t know how to fix it I didn’t know how to stay I just knew something in me Was already on its way I heard you come home every night I knew the sound before the key And somewhere in between those nights I stopped being who I used to be mm… …mm I’m sorry… for what I had put you through … I saw you carrying everything while I kept letting go … you never gave up on me and I kept walking away ──────────────────── #Infinity #EmotionalHipHop #HipHopBallad #MelodicRap #AtmosphericHipHop #NightDriveMusic #CinematicMusic