meat computer / why do i feel like this???

(lyrics) im actually thinking about killing myself n i don't know why im actually thinking Bout killing myself but 2 scared to die life is so boring but sometimes it's okay when I take something 2 slow down my brain n im scared to sleep now most of the time mayb I don't realize what I can b Ppl act like they care but only when I leave my mind is racing and a thousand pills couldn't help me fall asleep 2night so guess i Actually might kill myself tonight My soul will b okay