Multifandom | Depression

*WARNING": Don't watch if you're sensitive depression and to self harm. *SORRY FOR GLITCHES AT 2:18 - 2:28* When I found this short ( https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EJ_S5Rjt_iI ) film I was so inspired to edit it. I worked really hard on trying to get the right scenes because I wanted it to be as accurate as possible, for me at least. Depression creeps upon you quietly. At the very beginning you struggle with the little things, but usually choose to ignore them. Its like a headache. Youll tell yourself its temporary and itll pass. It s just another bad day. But it s not. You re stuck in this state of mind. You get used to putting on a social mask and you continue to live among other people, because that s what you have to do. That s what others do. However, the problem does not go away. You struggle to put on a play every day and it starts to cost you more and more. That is why you fall even deeper and that s when you slowly start to back away from friends and family, sometimes completely shutting them out. All satisfaction is gone. The little things that used to bring you joy are now worthless. Even the simplest tasks become painful.That is why you lack motivation. Now... why would you keep on trying if nothing makes you happy anyway. All of this makes you feel even worse and you get caught up in a vicious circle. Suddenly you find yourself living in slow motion. Days become indistinguishable Just white noise, just... heaviness, filling your mind and spilling over your body. You feel as though you ll never be happy again. You continue to back away and destroy relationships. You re ashamed for everything you ve done and everything you haven t. There is a part of you that wants to make things right. A sudden positive upsurge makes you want to go out and meet people but... it s all very short-lived because you know it won t work anyway. Things that make your friends excited leave you indifferent and you become aware of the huge gap that lies between you. Another failure is not an option, so in the end you choose to be alone in your comfort zone where no one asks any questions. The low self esteem and the lack of purpose become unbearable. You finally realize you can t go on that way and two things can happen you either decide to get some help, or you.. might attempt a suicide. FANDOMS: Guilt, Trust, The Amazing Spider Man 2, XOXO, Cyberbully, Finding Carter, Jennifer's Body, The Perks of Being A Wallflower, Carrie, The Vampire Diaries, Teen Wolf, One Tree Hill, Crush, Scream, Faking It, The Last Song, Pretty Little Liars, Stoker, Daredevil, Girl Like Her, Another Earth, Twilight: New Moon, American Horror Story, Easy A, Love Rosie, Skins, Beyond the Lights. + Several Music Videos Audio by: CallMeKat ___________________________________________ Song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EJ_S5Rjt_iI Coloring: Kitty Kat ___________________________________________ "Copyright Disclaimer Under Section 107 of the Copyright Act 1976, allowance is made for "fair use" for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, teaching, scholarship, and research. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing. Non-profit, educational or personal use tips the balance in favor of fair use."