Mytrauma.

[Prod. ARAM] Lyrics: My god is reaching out to you It’s been so hard to get your response I know you’re hurt but you’ll understand We’ll talk all day when I’m done I know all about pleasure but my nigga I swear all I preach about is pain And their passive aggressive demeanor that they send off is a reminder of all the shit I sustain Can’t believe that this bitch thinks this world seems so sweeter cause in my eyes the family I was brought in acts so bitter bro it was just shit in the drain What the fuck did I do for everyone to be a dickhead but every year I get older the found messages led makes everything clear in the frame It’s a shame cause I was just a young child wit guilt trips and confusion saying that I should be dead Now I’m feeling the dread all in this world cause I know what the business is and all of the shitiness that all of these Manchurians bring Wanna unpack all that trauma out the backpack? But don’t wanna be the one to put it back, hah Remember when I met that chick who lived in Flagstaff Thinking about the shit I did to sabotage that, hah Everybody wanna be apart of the humiliation laugh, hah Like I said you really wanna unpack all that trauma but you don’t wanna be the one to put it back hah My god is reaching out to you It’s been so hard to get your response I know you’re hurt but you’ll understand We’ll talk all day when I’m done Abuse from all angles takes a toll on the mental I’m getting every avenue of torment from schooling, the household also carries the bullies Resentment of mother that I do not want but choosing others over son hurts They say I’m fucked in the head, yeah that’s just the irony from our reflections of each other All the embarrassments suffered that I had to go through with no brother I know constant wallowed pain sucks but after some time life’s lust brutality wasn’t a tough nut pill to swallow Everyday was is the same old cycle, I know why Patrick Bateman did what he did in American Psycho From the moment they saw my high hopes, they wanted a fight show to put me on a tight rope Rubbing shoulders wit these demons Wanna unpack all that trauma out the backpack? But don’t wanna be the one to put it back, hah Remember when I met that chick who lived in Flagstaff Thinking about the shit I did to sabotage that, hah Everybody wanna be apart of the humiliation laugh, hah Everybody doin shit with a bad fad okay let’s bring out masks, ah Like I said you really wanna unpack all that trauma but you don’t wanna be the one to put it back hah Being raised in a single household wasn’t the motive but it was enough to keep my future focused Thoughts my ‘mothers would be as sweet as lotus but all that’s constantly realized was abusive commotion Listen to my words skinner cause this is comin from my child inner I ain’t lying when I say I stay hoping for betterment living from this dammnation planet prison I have no fear of leaving this world anymore and from that there my spirit has risen I’ll make sure when I depart I’ll be led to the dark cause that’s how I grew within my spark I know the world is fucked up and I can’t do nothing about it so I share what is taught and now you wonder why I’m gonna stay alone #rap #hiphop #music #youtubemusic #youtube #bladerunner #futuristic