Never shaped my time

Lyrics: A long time ago I was not this man Never shaped destiny Never hunted love Always looking back Through the rearview light Watching roads behind me Never chose the fight, to what could be light Let the days decide What I’d become in time No clear destination No design was mine I lost my imagination Stuck inside a narrow world No uniform but still conformed Spoke my truth through guarded flame Built on fear and wore the name Could I shape my time Or drift along a silent line Chasing roads we never chose Becoming someone no one knows I never stepped into the light I let the dark define my sight Can I break the chain behind Can I finally shape my time Too many thoughts A crowded mind Noise and doubt Were intertwined Body strong But blind within Missed the truth Beneath the skin Built a world Inside my head Held my breath While life just fled Nothing stayed No truth aligned I never shaped This life of mine Truth dissolved on shifting ground Lost in storms without a shore Held a wheel without control Drifted from my soul Could I really- Have shaped my time Not drift along a silent line Chasing roads I never chose Becoming someone no one knows Why I never stepped into the light Why I let the dark define my sight Can I break the chain behind Can I finally shape my time I created all my fears Built the walls that kept me here Calm outside War within Still I trusted what grew dim Even when my eyes were blind I kept running from my time Now I’m here to shape my time No more drifting down the line No more roads I never chose No more masks that no one knows Can I step into the light Tturn my back to the night Break the chain I left behind I was lost now time is mine Show me the road- to the warm light!