New Me

Lyrics are wrote by me (Trippy) Ai Vocals Lyrics: I used to wake up mean Snap when there’s no need Pushed everyone away I couldn’t keep my emotions at bay Kept my phone face-down Kept my face shut tight Took the same old road Like a dare I’d lost to night I thought I was locked in steel A habit I could not peel Too far gone to feel that spark Too tangled in my own dark Then you took my hand Like it wasn’t a big demand Just one step, then another Till I could stand for myself Look at me now I’m not that shadow Look at me now I learned to let go You saw the light Before I could see it Now when I walk in They all feel the difference I used to play games with the mind Near everything I said was a lie I played the victim and caused a scene Now I’m here wiping things clean My room was a mess My head was worse Every promise I made Hit the floor like a curse But you named the pattern Without naming my shame You said change is ugly Till it learns your name I was scared of the mirror Scared of what it could show Scared that I’d meet myself And not want to know Then you stayed steady When I came in all crooked and loud You never drug me down You just held the ground Look at me now I’m not that shadow Look at me now I learned to let go You saw the light Before I could see it Now when I walk in They all feel the difference I know what it cost me To outgrow that skin To bury the old reflex And not crawl back in It was not some miracle Not a sudden flame It was one brave hand And me saying my name Look at me now I’m not that shadow Look at me now I learned to let go You saw the light Before I could see it Now when I walk in They all feel the difference Look at me now I wear it easy Look at me now I’m finally me And if you knew me then You’d swear I’m brand new I just needed a guiding hand And everything finally clicked