Ninja In A Crowd - Split Screen Song

A song about coping with panic. The sounds intended to serve as an episode. The cassette tape is a monologue I wrote and recorded on my experience with chronic anxiety and mental well-being. ____________________________________________________________ "Coping with panic is being a ninja in a crowd. Its Blending in, acting normal, and employing devices you've memorized especially for times like these. It's being invisible yet wildly evident; inconspicuous in the most arresting of moments. To some the sensation is isolated, rare, and alarming. To others, perfunctory; a circadian rhythm. It is the moon waxing and waning or a dance delicately choreographed. At its core it is restlessness disguised as all things. An inflexible persistence. An unyielding attitude. A firefly to the light of the sun. It is unwelcome, yet at home in our world, listless and bored. It is inertia - the analogous property of a terrible force. It is Christ now departing. But mostly it's ineffable. And so it remains to those who know it. Dull, silent, and deaf. But God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and soundness of mind. "