Not Again

song I made with zona.ai app. original lyrics. All my songs written are copyright ©️ protected Hope you enjoy :) [Intro] don’t do this to me again seriously [Verse 1] you mention somebody else and suddenly my chest drops one tiny thing and my whole brain starts connecting dots hate how fast it happens hate that I go quiet straight away because logically I know you’re probably not going anywhere but my body reacts first and my thoughts get mean like I’m already bracing for another repeat [Pre-Chorus] you noticed the shift in me I know you did [Chorus] not again not this feeling again not the overthinking not the panic setting in not again don’t make me spiral like this don’t make me feel safe then accidentally trigger it because once my head starts running I don’t know how to stop it [Verse 2] I know you’re not responsible for what somebody else did but my brain still treats small things like warnings instead and I hate that because you were actually being kind while I sat there fighting memories you didn’t even put inside my mind you kept reassuring me and I kept acting off because part of me was stuck in old hurt while trying to stay present in the talk [Pre-Chorus] I wish I could separate you from the fear properly [Chorus] not again not this feeling again same tight chest same fear settling in not again I’m tired of history repeating tired of one small thing turning into emotional bleeding and I know it’s not fair but it still feels real to me [Bridge] I don’t think I’m scared of losing people anymore I think I’m scared of feeling replaceable again [Chorus] not again don’t let my brain ruin this don’t let old damage turn into another distance not again I’m trying to stay rational while my nervous system’s reacting like the past is still happening and honestly? I’m exhausted from carrying both [Outro] you’re not the one who hurt me but sometimes my brain forgets that for a minute