NOT YOURS

[Intro — tense / breath] I hear you… Don’t— Don’t come closer… [Verse 1] You found your way inside my head Like you’ve been there all along Every word you try to thread Twists into something wrong I feel you moving through my thoughts Like I don’t own them anymore Every step I try to take You’re already there before [Fragment] Not yours— …I’m not yours [Verse 2] You whisper like you know me Like you built what I became But I remember who I was Before you said my name You pull me where it’s darker Where I can’t see what’s real And every time I fight it I feel my control peel [Pre-Chorus] I won’t follow I won’t fall Even if I feel it Through it all [Chorus] You’re in my head But not in control You can’t rewrite What I still hold I feel you pulling Deep inside But I won’t let you Decide You call my name Like I’m already yours But I’m still here Still fighting you [Post-Chorus] In my breath In my skin But you don’t get All of me [Verse 3] You say I’m already slipping Like it’s something I can’t stop But I feel where I still stand Even when it starts to drop You shape the things I almost say You move before I choose But I still feel the difference Between me and you [Fragment] It’s not you It’s still me [Build — unstable] I feel it breaking I feel it bend [Chorus — cracking] You’re in my head And I hate it Every second I can’t escape it You pull me deeper Make me doubt What’s still mine And what’s yours now You say I’m close You say I’m yours But I’m still here Fighting you [Bridge — breaking / overlap] snip No— snip— snip Stop— snip— snip Get out of my head— [Break — slip] Snip… —no— [Final Build — losing ground] I hear it… I didn’t— [Final Chorus — dual voice feel] Snip… snip… No— stop— Little thread— Don’t— I’m not— Come with me— I won’t— …don’t look back… [Outro — fading resistance] I’m still— …I’m still here… snip— snip …aren’t I…?