Observant Chill Edition

Lyrics : They made me this way… Then ask me why I changed… Why should I apologize For the shadows in my eyes? Nobody said sorry When they left me here to dry Now everybody got disorders Everybody needs a name A little sadness turns depression Every selfish act’s “insane” I seen people fake compassion Just to weaponize the pain Turn their trauma into fashion While their soul stays all the same And maybe I got colder Maybe hatred learned my face But after years of disappointment You stop believing in the human race I checked your glass to see If you were doing okay You checked mine To see if I had more than you today That difference… Says everything Oh-oh… I don’t think they understand me Deep hearts break catastrophically Oh-oh… Now I keep my distance safely Love turns dangerous eventually Everybody wants attention Nobody wants truth Everybody says they’re healing While they slowly poison you And maybe I’m the monster now… But monsters get made too “Monsters get made too…” “Made too…” “No one came through…” “Came through…” I’m exhausted from pretending That this world still feels like home Every crowded room reminds me Why I’d rather be alone People call it anxiety Maybe I just think too deep Strong minds gotta fight themselves Just to fall asleep A strong body fights the danger A strong mind survives your thoughts And the wars nobody notices Always hurt the most I seen envy in the smiles Competition in the love Everybody measuring worth Like heaven’s numbers from above Maybe wisdom comes with sadness Maybe depth comes with the scars Maybe great men carry oceans Hidden somewhere in the dark You will never truly know me There’s too much beneath the skin Some souls feel the whole world dying Every time they let you in Oh-oh… Now the silence feels addictive Peace is something money gives me Oh-oh… Maybe distance finally saves me From becoming what they made me Everybody wants your energy Till there’s nothing left to take So I learned to love in fragments And survive my own mistakes Maybe I’m not made for this world… But I still wake up every day Pain makes you observant… And observant people rarely sleep…