Obsessive Compulsive

Lyrics: Oh, she's in my head again. But this is where it ends. She moves through my mind when the fear starts forming, Turns every whisper into a storm by morning. Says "One more check and you'll be okay," But okay keeps moving further away. She wears my voice like a perfect disguise. Feeds me fear with innocent eyes. Says she's protecting me, Says she knows best. While she's plants the thorns inside my chest. She tells me go back you forgot something. Then laughs when I start running. She says the danger is real this time. But I'm learning how much she lies. Obsessive Compulsive my minds overloading, Too many thoughts and they won't stop exploding. She pulls me under and then calls it devotion. Drowns me in panic like a runaway ocean. Obsessive Compulsive my minds overloading, She's sweet when she's lying, Says I'll be safe if I keep on trying. But every time I answer she comes back for more. So, I won't feed the monster anymore. Oh, she's losing ground. Oh, Oh, I hear her now. Oh, Oh, I'm not obeying every twisted lie she's saying. Oh, oh, I'm not breaking. Even when my whole world's shaking. She twists my memory, Stains them with doubt. Makes me question what I'm sure about. "Did I say it wrong? Did I cross that line?" She rewinds the moment a thousand times. She points to shadows that aren't really there. Says, "If you ignore me, you'll pay the price." But she's been wrong more than once or twice. She tells me, "Go back you missed something," Then smiles when my heart starts jumping. She says, "The danger is real this time." But I'm learning how easily she lies. Obsessive Compulsive my minds overloading, Too many thoughts and they won't stop exploding. She drags me under and then calls it protection. Floods me with fear in every direction. Obsessive Compulsive, she's sweet when she's lying. Says I'll be safe if I keep on trying. Obsessive Compulsive, she's sweet when she's lying. Says I'll be safe if I keep on trying. But every time I answer she comes back for more. So, I won't give her power anymore. She says, "Trust me I'm the reason you survive." But she's been burying me alive. She says, "Listen close I know what's true." But no one chains me to fear like you. I can feel the sirens screaming in my skin, Feel the fear begging me to let it in. So, I walk through the fear and take back control. I don't need her false protection to stay in control. No more circles. No more chains. No more worshipping the pain. No more begging just to appease her. Nothing I do will ever please her. Obsessive Compulsive, my minds overloading, Too many thoughts and they won't stop exploding. She pulls me under and then calls it devotion. But I'm still breathing through the motion. Obsessive Compulsive, I know when she's lying. She says I'll break if I stop trying. But I'm not hers, not anymore. I'm taking back what she stole before, I'm not her prisoner anymore. She's losing ground, I hear her now. She's screaming louder. Begging me to give her power. She's watching her kingdom crumble, But I won't break, I won't stumble. I built my crown from every fight, Now the broken pieces shine with Iridescent light. I'm taking back the crown. I won't let her drag me down. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- This song is for anyone fighting OCD, anxiety, or battles no one else can see. The storm may be loud, the fog may feel heavy, there is still light waiting on the other side. Keep going. You are stronger than the darkness wants you to believe. Created by Stargazer with the help of AI. Original concept, lyrics, editing choices, and creative direction by me. This song is intended for entertainment and artistic purposes only. The music and/or vocals were generated or assisted using artificial intelligence tools. No real artist, singer, or copyrighted song was intentionally copied, imitated, sampled, or used. Any resemblance to existing songs, melodies, voices, lyrics, or copyrighted material is purely coincidental and unintentional. I do not claim ownership of any third-party copyrighted material.