on the moon

on the moon she would wonder why only when the stars align everything it felt right then my muse went goodbye i was here, then over there on the moon, i seem to swear a life that's driven by despair all my life, i seem to glare i know i can get it right buried back into the light drug my head until i'm fine i know i'll be alright she don't really know me that is why i'm so lonely feel the weight of all her lies i don't know if i can try you could never really care and i see that down in the mystic air i wondered if you were there just to hear you stare now that i know that i'll never die a knife that sits on my neck this time i slit my throat, and i wonder why how am i supposed to die she only saw me as a curse that's okay, i've been much worse i'll fly off into the distance never even not a word you were there like you don't know why she kept her word that was my right you were there like you don't know why i know you know it was fate like now she can try again in the starlight don't you let go it'll all be fine follow me into despair oh, my heart, it seems to care you don't have to fall in there i'll be right here for air i was here, then over there on the moon, i seem to swear a knife that's driven by despair oh, my heart, it only seems to glare