OUTSIDE

wollte mal was neues versuchen Text: I’m still here… but nobody sees me Walking through a crowded room alone Every face feels like a ghost They don’t hear me when I speak Like I’m drowning underneath Tried to smile, tried to fit But I never felt like this Every laugh just cuts me deep Like I’m something they don’t need I’m fading in the background noise A shadow with a broken voice Screaming but it’s all inside No one hears me when I cry I’m on the outside looking in Watching everybody live While I’m breaking in my skin Can’t escape the mess I’m in I bleed, I fall, I lose control There’s nothing left inside my soul If I disappear tonight Would they even realize? Every night I’m wide awake Fighting thoughts I can’t escape In my head they scream my name Tell me I’m the one to blame Mirror shows a stranger’s face Someone I don’t wanna be All the cracks I try to hide Are the only things I see I’m fading in the background noise A shadow with a broken voice Screaming but it’s all inside No one hears me when I cry I’m on the outside looking in Watching everybody live While I’m breaking in my skin Can’t escape the mess I’m in I bleed, I fall, I lose control There’s nothing left inside my soul If I disappear tonight Would they even realize? Maybe I was never meant to stay Maybe I just slowly fade away If I vanish in the dark tonight Would it even change their lives? I’m on the outside looking in (I’m invisible again) Watching everybody live (while I’m breaking from within) I bleed, I fall, I lose control (screaming but I’m all alone) If I disappear tonight Would they even realize? (oh-oh, oh-oh) I’m still here… just unseen