PANIC (Fasttracker 2 XM)

PANIC! OK time to get personal. I suffer from panic attacks. I didn't know that's what it was. Now I do, but they still happen. Once it grips you there is no letting go. I have to sit still and just breathe for thirty minutes. Then the surge of adrenaline passes. Here's the original description: There's a particular feeling one can get where a sudden impulse of fear overrides all other things. It clears everything else away and takes center stage. This style is a bit of a departure for me. It has a lot of fun energy. ABOUT MY MUSIC These tracks are made with Fasttracker II between the years of 1997 and 2000. I began with no music knowledge or experience. From nothing I built an understanding of how music works with only patience, intuition and then love. I was a teenager discovering music for the first time and the raw emotion of those times often comes through. During those three years I made hundreds of compositions. I developed several different styles. I never shared these publicly, only to a few friends at the time. On this channel they are being shared for the first time! I’m releasing the archive in its original form: unchanged, unpolished, and exactly as it sounded back then. It’s a snapshot of my earliest creative years and my journey into composition. There are a few exceptions, where a composition needs to be finished or repaired before releasing it. I try to indicate it in the description when I've worked on them recently. METAPHOR PRODUCTIONS / FREGMAZORS The name "Metaphor Productions" appears at the top of the notes box in Fasttracker II in these videos. Originally in 1997 I wanted to called myself Metaphor Productions. But when starting this channel I discovered that the name has been used several times by others over the years. So instead for my channel and screen name I will use "Fregmazors", a word I developed on my own. Though it has an interesting story behind it!