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my morning headaches have been getting worse and worse. and my memory can barely remember 3 things at once. Both times i needed to buy something my mum told me to get, i forgot what i was supposed to buy and i had to get back home to ask her again. I even repeated it back to her the first time and i still forgot smh. This can only mean 1 of two things, 1 is i have cancer in which case i already aranged everything after my death; my will, who gets to keep my stuff, how to cremate me, and a video is scheduled for november 2026 which contains the link to my project files so you guys arent left in the dust. The second possibility is this project is simply using up a huge portion of my brain 24/7. I cant remember what color the garlands I was supposed to buy but i remember every single variable in all my scripts, all file placements, all model mappings, techniques on how i made the textures, unorthodox methods to implement specific features, etc. I can even recite the project's entire file structure at this point. I think this is what the kids call "locked in" for extended periods of time, idrk. I usually go away every once in a while whenever i title a video "progress so far" so i can clear my "ram" and shit, the problem with this approach is that the next time i get back into it its like a whole different person is working on the project now and inconsistencies arise, thats why i only do it when moving onto the next phase of the project; the phase with the fire breathing was the behaviour pass 3, this one is the animation pass 2, I only do it when i know a "different person" should be working on it now. Anyway my dad's phone heated up 5 mins after opening minecraft, and it heats up even more when i have the addon installed. Is this normal for mobile gaming? in any case, maybe i should cap the variable updates to 30 fps to take some load off of the GPU, mayhaps.