pick your brain

this is from 17th nov 2024 i remember waking up on this day and i felt so incredibly safe and loved and now it’s the opposite which is just life i think i used to have a lot of nightmares about different people in my life doing bad things but i never thought i’d have one about him just because of the fact that i felt so safe around him and i guess in a way i still do but a lot of things have changed since then i’m only typing this all out here because im hoping it’ll help and no one’s gonna read it anyway but just in case someone is i had this really hyper realistic dream and it’s hard to keep telling myself that it’s just a stupid dream and not something that could actually happen because my perception of things changes so easily and him not being here to tell me otherwise is making me think maybe i had that dream for a reason and it might just be what i deserve anyway um cute song !!!!!