Pretending

[Intro] Yea yea Its karma baby Yea yo Check it [Chorus] I can’t keep pretending I don’t need you I don’t need you I don’t need you I can’t keep pretending I don’t need you I don’t need you I don’t need you I can’t keep pretending [Verse] Everyday I pretend To protect myself from within My heart broken into pieces Your voice what I hear when I’m thinking Please be there when I fall Please don’t pray for my downfall I drink so much alcohol I drink so much I can’t stop I’m trap I can’t find the lock Can’t find a way out of this box She got a crush on me get in line Never thought I would see dollar signs One thing right now on my mind These haters rather see my head on a spike They don’t wanna see you winning living in paradise It’s hard to let you in Bitch you met me when I was at my lowest I think about you when I write these poets All this fucking pain when I spit into the mic I feel like this generation Vanilla Ice Too many girls want me at the same time It’s hard to decide I can’t pick a side Just like my drink in my cup I’m truly The greatest to ever to do it please excuse me While I make it music and life becomes a movie I didn’t do it for you or the groupies I did it for the nights it was lost and confusing I wanted her to love me but she found someone’s better He got a college degree got me feeling like I’m lesser Where the fuck am I going I don’t know but I’ll get her I’m too addictive right now to this cheddar I got faded yesterday I was going through some shit I feel like I just landed on a different planet What’s the fuck is the purpose of this life dog Don’t know whats ahead too much fog I need drugs if not I get pissed off All the work I’m doing yet no results she came over last night she gave me jaws Everyday everyday I go and ball I’m superstar that’s just how I feel y’all No comparison you and I no draw I just keep going and getting better with every step I just keep chasing my dreams regardless of what being said I gotten tired of being a bum that’s the last time I will beg All this music that I’m making including blood tears and sweat I’m different My potential is infinite My wrist costed me million I ball just like a Piston I traveled the farthest distance She wants me for my children I took her on a field trip She a freak she asked to film it I’m different from everyone else and shit just like you I use to sleep on the couch and shit Then I decided to turn around and shit I get nightmares when I’m laying down and shit bitches coming over later on to get slaughtered Gotta be careful might end up a father I made false promises to his daughter She got replace with somebody hotter [Chorus] I can’t keep pretending I don’t need you I don’t need you I don’t need you My heart preventing That I need you That I need you That I need you