PRXJEK - crsed 2 b alone

PRXJEK - crsed 2 b alone soundcloud.com/prxjek And I’m so mother fucking pessimistic, I fucking hate it overthinking, why must I make everything so complicated detest the way my brain is wired maybe I’ll get faded I push away everyone, shoulda kept my heart vacant I can’t shake it, this feeling that I’m just meant to be alone, I’ll drown myself in poison to drown out all the voices invading my head relentlessly not happy I pretend to be, but I will never let them see, the suicidal urges, my depression deep I keep it hidden by all this aggression that’s forever living I was given great talent but it came with one condition And that’s to be alone, cursed to never know love, and if I do it never lasts, temporary, buried in the past God if you’re there, hear me as I ask, what do I need to find my happiness again, cause I don’t feel myself, I’d rather kill myself and end it all, they’ll never truly love me till the day they send me off, enclosed inside a coffin, with the roses finally dropping, cause the world doesn’t love you till the day you’re fucking gone, please tell me how’s that fair to me, I fail to see, the joy in life, it’s all a fallacy, cause we all die, you know I’m right, struggling at night, thoughts of self harming, conversations with myself cause there’s nobody else talking, haunted by this isolation you can hear the ghosts walking, they say they wanna kill me, okay let the pistol spark then, cause truth is I rather die than live the way I am, if the reaper ever visits, I’ma take his hand.. do yu think that I can find happiness again? Think that I can find happiness again? Think that I can find happiness again… #HAPPINESS © All rights belong to the artist and produced Contact me: [email protected]