PTSD

[Verse 1] 又是这个味道 Same street Same sign Same crowd 心跳像在逃跑 From a life that’s way too loud 我知道都已经过去 Everyone keeps saying “you’re fine now” 可谁替我回答 Why my hands are shaking now [Chorus] I don’t talk about the fire in my head 只说昨晚又失眠 till 4am in bed I just smile and say “I’m tired I’m okay” 其实每次闭上眼 都是重播一整天 I don’t talk about it I just try to out-run it again [Verse 2] 人群一挤就断片 Faces stretch Then disappear 耳边对话变杂电 Your voice sounds like it’s underwater here 我站在出口旁边 Counting breaths like one Two Ten 手机亮了又灭 Typing Backspacing Then unsent [Chorus] I don’t talk about the fire in my head 只说最近有点烦 then change the subject I just laugh and make a joke Fade away 其实每个突然声 都像来自那一刻 I don’t talk about it 怕一开口就崩溃 [Bridge] 你问我 “还好吗？” I say “yeah I’m alright” (yeah) 喉咙卡着一句话 Stuck between my teeth and pride 如果我真的讲完 Would you stay or would you hide 还是像这些年一样 只剩自己陪自己熬过来 [Chorus] I don’t talk about the fire in my head 只说“最近挺忙的” keep my eyes ahead I just hope you hear the truth in my shake 其实每个呼吸间 都有没说完的夜 I don’t talk about it But I wish I could For my sake [Outro] 又是这个味道 Same street Same sign Same crowd 小声对自己祈祷 One more step Just breathe it out