Rocket Science

Lyrics: looking at time like where it go, shit don changed, cruised so long, better or worse I still don't know, spent time chasing better days but still my past is halting with me, homies dead, bed I laid and heartbreaks just weigh on me, pockets fiend, been so broke felt like money taunting me, yeah depression, agitation, and isolation grew on me, wandering im tryna find out who the fuck I meant to be, world corrupt demon time seeping through my palm angels, can I fight another day or will this be my last tango, on this ocean, will I sink can't bring up this last anchor, wishing life was like them birds on high no point landing, finally F.R double E, and my future star spangled, yeah talk a promise land, don heard promises before, can't avert my eyes from seeing it was hell in 414, can't control that this pain just pour on what I wrote, all the stresses on my brain this my only way to cope, stay injecting novocaine in these beats that have you float, can these words everlast, when I face eternal sleep. free my thoughts, fuck opinions, its the world vs me, tryna open up some doors dug through mud to find the key, could I ever put this down where I finally said my piece, many times thought I'd bang, smile everyday, as my eyes forever rains, given all of me, sweat and blood the records stained, tryna find some comfort in, in accepting what I ain't, lived my life on the edge, this the only way I know, ventured through the death valley still can smell the gun smoke, grew in codes beef aint dead less in end in bloodshed, close to niggas to this day cause the trama we shared, from the wild midwest live or die by the steel, rapping so I don't drown cause I never truly healed, scars made, scared face, going in with guns blaze, hope they never wear my shoes, tryna save em from this weight, fuck suppressors and oppressors know its court dates that we brace, hold my judgement up god, know my sentence heavyweight , what im seeing on my socials got me praying as late, with the sickness, crimes commited, and the riots thats today, thinking clout equal fame, watch how long it can't sustain, quick for virals everyday, like have we truly lost our way, humanity we lost reach, im tryna to make the soul weep, niggas need they soul bleached, industry known to soul reap, want a close up of the game, no more in the nosebleeds, know im coming season every season im the rap allergy, built on struggles left wit green, watch me pimp poverty, when im gone i made em proud that my final fantasy, many questions got god, why he put this weight on me, has his love abandoned me or is soldier that he see, to survive used my voice this the only way I know, never took the time to breath, feel me through the artichoke, hope these words touch ya heart more than any gun they tout,