Same Damn Loop - Aese

LYRICS [Verse 1] Alarm screams I hit it twice Coffee burns But I’m still ice Same black jeans On the bedroom floor Mouth full of nails Head full of war [Pre-Chorus] I keep telling myself “This is just a phase” But the days stack up Like ash in the tray [Chorus] Same damn loop Wake up, stress out, fake a smile and drag my body through Hold my breath Survive the day, then lie awake and bargain with the ceiling Same damn loop I’m so tired of pretending this is fine, this is cool If tomorrow looks like this tonight I might not sleep at all [Verse 2] Emails buzz Like angry flies Sink full of plates Sink full of time Laugh on cue At the water cooler lies I’m here in the room But I’m ghosting my life [Pre-Chorus] I keep saying out loud “I’ll change it this week” But my bones keep humming The same old routine [Chorus] Same damn loop Wake up, stress out, chew my nails and watch the hours bruise Hold my breath Survive the day, then stare at cracks that crawl across the ceiling Same damn loop Scrolling through a thousand better lives than mine for proof If tomorrow feels like this tonight I might not wake at all [Bridge] I make lists on lists Of the ways I’ll break out But the ink runs dry And the lights go out I’m so sick of this script That I never wrote Still I hit my mark Still I choke [Chorus] Same damn loop Wake up, stress out, curse the mirror, pull the same old shoes Hold my breath Survive the day, then lie in bed and argue with the ceiling Same damn loop If this is what “it gets better” really means, I’m through If tomorrow looks like this tonight I might not dream at all