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The sun comes up but you know I don't
I say I wanna change but I know that I won't
So I spend the day in bed with all the fantasies in my head
Of waking up as someone else instead
When my eyes are closed I make the most
Of the time I don't mind being lost
When my life has gone to shit I'm just so sick of it
I wanna sleep it off
Start the day at 4 pm, another one wasted again
I guess I'll just head back to sleep
So I check my phone as I'm laying alone
And I pray the Lord my soul to keep
With my eyes shut tight in the daylight
My heart full of fear and hateful spite
Would it make a difference if I died tonight?
My mattress holds me and consoles me
As I worry about whatever
In my dreams I found the means
To hold myself together
Under my blanket I try to hide
From these feelings I keep deep down inside
From sunset to sunrise
On these filthy sheets I agonize
Over the life I'll never live
And the effort I'll never give
And the nightmares I'll never forget
