shambolic

about what happens after Fear of FEMA – duality‑driven, conspiratorial, indie synth / experimental music Make the art you have to make Whatever road it means you take Lyrics: it was symbolic in shambles it weighed me to the bottom of an ocean that rises above me and in the nethers the deep bottom i have fallen my soul has sunken to a world that is abyssal in my thoughts that are abysmal i slip into the mud that coats the sea floor still am falling continued sinking in what has drifted down and rotten and as i try to see where i have gotten the dark crawls in through my eyes into my skull into my soul let it all burn away i'm here safe drifting downward let it all turn away i choose myself over connection and when they come to say whatever lies to explain why it was me and not them to blame i'll sink away just sink away i rose euphoric up through a stratosphere of pain into low orbit where i could see the astral plane and the sun warmed me as the view took my breath away and as i absorbed it i felt my reality start to strain where was my hurt at i'd never been alone before without that weight on without that burden of my shame and as i rise still further and higher into space as the yells are drowned out by the quiet of this place i start up in shock where is my body now still sinking downward while my mind is heading out we drift together as our distance opens up let it all burn away i'm here safe drifting downward let it all turn away i choose myself over connection and when they come to say whatever lies to explain why it was me and not them to blame i'll sink away just sink away let it all burn away i'm here safe drifting downward let it all turn away i choose myself over connection and when they come to say whatever lies to explain why it was me and not them to blame i'll sink away just sink away