silence - night shift (original)

im a freelance imovie editor if anyone wants to pay me lyrics: why does nothing in my life feel the same way that it used to, it used to i wake up in the morning light but only when i’m waking up next to you, right next to you i talk less and shut down cause i’m uncomfortable when people watch me cry i sit there in silence waiting for the chance that i can say goodbye tell me all your secrets now so i can feel like you trust me with them, trust me again i would try to speak but forget how in all of the moments that matter the most, that matter the most i don’t smile cause i don’t want anyone to get a good look at my teeth i wear all my dad’s clothes cuz i don’t want anyone to see what’s underneath i can’t talk i can’t sleep i can’t be the person that i thought i was i can’t eat i can’t breathe i can’t be the person that i thought i was i sit up in the middle of the night i can’t be the person that i thought i was i go to see a movie i can’t be the person that i thought i was a good day a first step i can’t be the person that i thought i was a reason to give up i can’t be the person that i thought i was i’m just a dark cloud over everyone that i have ever loved writing this song now i can’t be the person that i thought i was