Silver Guilt

Silver Guilt（銀の咎） When the daylight fades to gray Something moves beneath my skin 骨の奥で囁く The night is calling me again I close the door, I hold my breath Trying not to fall apart But when the silver touches me I feel it changing my heart I see your face beside the lake Reflected in the quiet stream The man I was, the thing I fear Are both staring back at me I tried to run, I tried to pray But some wounds live too deep 呪いは傷じゃ終わらない It follows me into sleep I hear your heartbeat in the dark まだ消えないその鼓動 It reminds me I am more Than the shadow I became When the moon finds me, I lose my way Silver guilt and midnight pain 戻れないと分かっても I still reach for yesterday Every cry carries my grief Every night remembers me 銀の咎を抱いたまま I’m caught between I see the fear inside your eyes But still you do not turn away Even when my voice is weak You call me by my name You say I’m still beneath the scars Even when I can’t believe Not the curse, not what I’ve done Can take the soul from me If I could tear the night apart And leave this darkness far behind それでも消えないなら Would you still stay by my side? I am not asking to be saved I just need one heart to know Behind the guilt, behind the moon I’m still the one you used to hold When the moon finds me, I lose my way Silver guilt and midnight pain どこにいても聞こえるよ Your voice is calling me If there’s mercy left to find It is somewhere in your light 銀の咎を越えていく I remain alive When the night calls out my name I won’t disappear in shame So when you hear that midnight cry It’s still a human pain