Sirius Black | Trauma

i wish you'd just love me back; ___ Hello! So I hate this video so much now, don't be surprised if I end up erasing it from existence lol I mean, there are parts of it that I even like, and that's why I'm posting it, but overall I'm just really not happy with it haha I really shouldn't make manips, or even vid crossover/au, I'm bad at it and this video is a proof haha So one day I got this idea to vid Sirius and I couldn't get it out of my head, I just knew I had to do it, even though I knew I'd struggle with it a lot (and I still made a 4 minutes long vid, because I hate myself like that), but I am glad I did? (At this point I honestly know the Dorian Gray scenes better than I know myself) I had numerous breakdowns while making it and it isn't even close to what I had in my head, but anyway hahah I focused on his relationships, with his parents, brother, his cousin, with marauders, and I know it's kind of chaotic and I totally messed up, but I hope you can understand the general idea of the scenes I put there? If not, I guess I could make a synopsis and explain what happens, just let me know? While writing down the cast I realized I wanted to put more Lily here, but I guess it's too late. Sigh. I still hope that one day we get a tv series or movie about young Marauders and that they do them justice, so that I can cry over them with actual footage, but meanwhile a big shotout to everyone who vids Marauders, your vids keep me alive honestly haha Hope someone enjoys it! Song&general inspiration: https://youtu.be/Qvy3ZfCWbrk Ever since I've first seen this amazing video a long time ago, I have tried to vid this song with a lot of characters (like Anakin Skywalker, Erik Lehnsherr, Morgana Pendragon - rip to these projects), and I knew one day I'd vid it with one of my favs, and here it is finally hahah ___ Cast: Ben Barnes as Sirius Black Timothée Chalamet as Regulus Black Eva Green as Walburga Black Colin Firth as Orion Black Katie McGrath as Bellatrix Black Aaron Taylor-Johnson as James Potter Andrew Garfield as Remus Lupin Alicia Vikander as Marlene McKinnon Sophie Skelton as Lily Evans/Potter ___ fandom: Harry Potter, The Marauders coloring: SunnyVids song: https://youtu.be/akhttJU-0mc #fanvidfeed #marauders #siriusblack #harrypotter #hp #viddingisart questions? ⇢ https://curiouscat.me/lostbirdx twitter ⇢ https://twitter.com/thelostbirdx wanna buy me a coffee? ⇢ https://ko-fi.com/writer_in_progress _ Copyright Disclaimer Under Section 107 of the Copyright Act 1976. I own only the editing.