sleepy afternoon session

my forehead is not this big in real life i feel as if i lead myself on too often. my delusional fantasies of life usually dont appear into fruition like i wish they did. i get stuck in these patterns of fantastical belief, and i start operating on the assumption of “what if” - both good and bad. right now, its like a mix of both, and its weird. i couldnt be more vague. however, i think we all have those moments where we get stuck in a situation where we want one thing to turn out a certain way as if it isnt completely illogical in the first place. you could be given all the signs to refrain from pushing on, yet you are still adamant on the fantasy of it existing where it doesnt to begin with. sometimes you just gotta “type shit” and let go of it. things could have been different but they werent. run along now. prod. diiorchips