Something Else

lyrics by me music and vocals generated using AI tools Verse 1 From the time I was young, love came swinging with its fists Learned to hide every mark where nobody could see Swore I’d hide every bruise, every scar that he left I moved through their world like I wasn’t real Something in my eyes said trouble, something cold taking hold And something in me got buried, something else took my place Breakdown It takes hold It didn’t leave It never leaves I need it I feed it I am it fuck Verse 2 The war was in my mind, it never ceased Every move I made was one step from death Every silence felt wrong, every shadow too real Had to move like a predator, facing every threat Thought I’d catch a bullet, thought it might set me free But it was always close, just never meant for me No medals, no glory, just ghosts in my head I made it out alive, but something else came back instead Breakdown It takes hold It didn’t leave It never leaves I need it I feed it I am it fuck Chorus Should’ve died before I turned into this Before the darkness took hold I couldn’t resist Before the darkness dug in, before it took root Before I lost what little was left of me Now I’m still here and I don’t know why Just a cruel darkness that won’t let me die Breakdown (Final) It takes hold It didn’t leave It never leaves I need it I feed it I am it I fucking am it fuck Final Chorus Should’ve died before I turned into this Before the darkness took hold I couldn’t resist Before the darkness dug in, before it took root Before I lost what little was left of me Now I’m still here and I don’t know why Just a cruel darkness that won’t let me die FUCK!