SpaZm - So Alone

Welcome To SpaZm Music! Hope you enjoy the madness! Thanks to all who support, always appreciated. SpaZm - So Alone [Lyrics] So alone So alone So alone So alone Talk back cruel when the brain get busy Words cut deep, every thought get dizzy Tongue say "chill" but the heart say "kill me" Laugh at the hurt like the joke too filthy Therapist voice in my head, unlicensed "Breathe in, breathe out" but the storm want violence Silent treatment from the world outside So I bite my tongue till i taste that iron So alone Talk to myself just to hear my tone Drownin in my head where the light don't show Overthink every "yes", every "maybe", every "no" So alone Heart goin numb but the pain still grows No one ever want me, guess that's how it goes Maybe I should be this alone So Alone So Alone So Alone So F*cking Alone So Alone So Alone So Alone So F*cking Alone Tell me I'm trash, tell me I'm tragic Tell me my habits are so hazardous Laugh in my face, I spaz back at the chatter Back and forth banter, I fracture, I shatter Shadow me, shallow me, swallow my pride Follow the sighs, I'm just so hollow inside Tell em I'm fine but I'm obviously lying Lie to the mirror that inside i'm not dying Yeah maybe it's fate I don't fit in the frame Maybe my lane is to write my pain on a page Maybe this rage is the price that I pay Sentenced to stay in my head and just waste away Every day, every day Talk in a loop, it's abusive but soothing Argue, accuse, then excuse what I'm doing Losing it truly but who gonna prove it If nobody here but the voice and the music So Alone So Alone So Alone So F*cking Alone So Alone So Alone So Alone So F*cking Alone I don't text back, I just text drafts Delete that then repeat that then regret that Feedback loop, every thought on a meat rack Bleed facts, watch em drip where I sleep at Cast off by the people that I chased Now I pace alone in a house that I hate Every couch, every plate, every late night escape Night haunts with the doubt that I make I debate if I'm safe in this cage I created Or break it and face all the faces I'm hatin I say I'm okay with the way I'm forsaken But why do I shake when the day gettin vacant? I pick apart words they never said to me Build enemies, ten at least, pictured mentally Energy spent on invented identities Every memory a weapon, I aim it steadily So Alone So Alone So Alone So F*cking Alone So Alone So Alone So Alone So F*cking Alone So alone but it's starting to feel alright Nobody gonna leave if there's nobody in sight If no one ever wants me - that's fine, that's fine Maybe I was made to be only mine, just mine So Alone So Alone So Alone So F*cking Alone So Alone So Alone So Alone So F*cking Alone Just so alone Just so alone Merch: https://spazmmerch.com/ All SpaZm Music: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLKwsEE1rRcsx_EhOFOzWR86k1EuVhOIHo&si=npOw88IU7LGAsz3w Greatest Hits: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLKwsEE1rRcszF6NgaEabkw8-o23_OHipn&si=3sHiH3WaYiLIBH1H Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/3xnNKCVMxY8eOMR0qTFaKV?si=5aIWeaGPT8G9sMQjYcSOwA Instrumentals Channel: https://www.youtube.com/@SpaZmInstrumentals Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/spazmmusic111/ TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@spazmmusic111 X/Twitter: https://x.com/SpaZmMusic111 Business Inquiries: [email protected] Affiliates: Distrokid (7% off your first year) - https://distrokid.com/vip/seven/10136744 Breakdown Of SpaZm Music: Lyrics - SpaZm Mixing/Mastering - SpaZm Editing/Video Production - SpaZm Ideas/Concepts - SpaZm Vocals/Sounds - Mix of Ai & SpaZm Images/Video - Mix of Ai & Real #Music2026 #Music #Songs