Still, I Care

My Lyrics, Sung By AI [Verse 1] I don’t deserve to be painted this way Someone who wouldn’t allow a dog on the bed Wouldn’t let you laugh, and see friends The truth is, yes, I didn’t like the covers going tight But she often jumped on bed in mornings when off work And laid behind me I didn’t stop you from laughing, we used to laugh about plenty I never stopped you from seeing friends either If anything, you made plans and they cancelled your visit I’m not mad or upset, because I understand you’re hurting [Chorus] I know you don’t believe me, but I am sorry I never wanted to lose you, but you no longer wanted me I went through hell trying to get over you, it wasn’t easy Many times I nearly gave up on life, I had lost you, my life’s purpose [Verse 2] I am so sorry for getting over you, I had no choice As much as I loved you and wanted you, you didn’t want me I was heartbroken but, first left in limbo Not knowing if we were staying together or ending I asked you many times where we stood, you wouldn’t answer me So I made myself face everything to cut you free Because loving you was killing me I never hated you even though you broke me I met someone else, it wasn’t planned I’m sorry if it looks like our past meant nothing, because it did You were the one I wanted for life, but you no longer wanted me we had a plan, baby Jack and Edith and that dream got taken from me the day you said you didnt want me [Chorus] I know you don’t believe me, but I am sorry I never wanted to lose you, but you no longer wanted me I went through hell trying to get over you, it wasn’t easy Many times I nearly gave up on life, I had lost you, my life’s purpose [Verse 3] Do you know what it’s like loving someone so much When they refuse to try and make it work? Yes, you did try, many times, I know But after my ego was destroyed, and I self-reflected, I changed You even said the man I’ve become is the man you wanted two years ago We could have tried again, and we would have been fine The only reason you never fully saw the change Was because of the emotional distance I felt Made me act out with accusations from desperation, from fear You ended us by message And now you’re attacking me because I moved on I never planned this, but at the end of the day You no longer wanted me [Chorus] I know you don’t believe me, but I am sorry I never wanted to lose you, but you no longer wanted me I went through hell trying to get over you, it wasn’t easy Many times I nearly gave up on life, I had lost you, my life’s purpose [Outro] I am really sorry Even though you broke my heart, I never wanted to hurt you too I do care about you, and always will do I don’t deserve how you’re painting me to be I hope one day you forgive me for moving on Because it never meant you meant nothing, you were my everything You will always have a special place in my heart And I hope you will find your peace I never wanted to lose you as a friend too I won’t hold a grudge If you ever need me or a hug, I’m just a message away Take care of yourself, I wish you well Because as much as you don’t believe me, I care about you and always will