Suji - I've Changed

Lyrics: we've been through a lot of ups n downs and you still stayed close to my side we're off and dug straight through the ground you won't know what i look like now just to numb her and my fault i loved you the most march is a horrible month why is it always cold spent the end and cry i miss you every night don't call me when you see this i hit decline i don't look the same as i used to is this a bad thing look, i don't know you i don't look the same like before us i don't recognize myself anymore 2 weeks until i go home can't wait to see you, october is when you go now things are coming to the end she doesn't love me if i don't love myself but baby with you i feel things i don't feel i couldn't imagine to be with someone else the thought of it always gets me overwhelmed i hate being separate from people i love but i'd go forever without anyone i would go for days without saying any words you wouldn't hear from me cause i'd sit back and lurk close out the drapes and block out any light the things that i'd do i would never advise So bad for me and i wonder why throwing more at me and i'm not surprised don't look at me, please do not look at my face the way that you stare makes me humiliate i swear that I'm ugly i won't look the same you don't recognize me from how much i've changed