Tea - sickness(8th floor blues)

Tea's Soundcloud https://soundcloud.com/tea hi sorry this is really sad get drunk to forget that i could jump sober up and wanna do it twice as much drink more, but it’s never quite enough think morbid thoughts to feel more stuck pass out in the morning when the light floods over the empty void of night and this sickness i can't fight will constantly ruin my life 'til i pass out on the floor again and feel the air under my feet i’m always falling in my dreams but they aren’t nightmares i think they’re omens of what’s coming for me i see demons in my sleep then i wake up get high to forget how much it hurts come down, just to end up feeling worse six years of therapy reversed by every line in every verse used to write poems just to cope so ironic, now the rope around my neck’s entwined with every letter, every line my writing is getting better but i’m certainly not put me in the ground to rot and don’t remember please forget me ‘cause every memory you keep will be more pain on you from me than i can take i dont own his music nor making money off of it although im posting so more people can see and hear it its amazing and i love his music