Teeth | Kdrama Multifandom Edit

The only thing that’s been keeping me from falling into a depressive episode again these two weeks, is editing. But editing was something I couldn’t do, or I couldn’t edit on this video; my great project. Whenever I got a burst of energy, I’d watch the edit, intending to continue on it, but I’d lose all my motivation because I didn’t know what to do next and I just couldn’t. That’s what I told myself, at least; that I couldn’t do it. So, I made all these shorts instead and one long video. Those gave me short moments of happiness, but then it was over, and I just fell right back into an almost depressed state. So what did I do? I set a goal for myself, three actually. First one: that I would work on this edit until Monday, hopefully getting it done. Second one: that I would exercise every single day for a week. And third one: to live my life properly this weekend so I wouldn’t become depressed again. And this weekend I took a shower, I sat by the open window at sunset, I washed the dishes the first moment I could, I added new songs to my playlists, I finished most of the tedious work on the edit (and then completely), I watched one of my favorite movies (Tune in for Love), I sang out loud along to my favorite songs, I drew a picture, and I failed my second goal. I skipped a day of exercise. Why? I was so tired from the other days of exercise that I wouldn’t have gotten anything out of this day. So I’m checking if skipping a day will help me more. Goals can feel like limitations sometimes, but it’s okay to not (be okay) reach them all the time. The important part is helping yourself. Sometimes, looking towards the future is enough to help yourself. Other times, you have to reach a goal. Or you’re just tired and want to have fun or let yourself rest. And sometimes, walking towards the goal, even when you don’t reach it, can help you a lot. Personally, I don’t know when it’s time for any of these, so you probably don’t either. But I try to figure it out, and I hope you will try too. Good luck out there, I hope my edits can at least brighten your day. Song: Teeth by 5 Seconds of Summer Dramas in order of appearance: I, the Executioner (movie) My Name Weak Hero Class 1 Extracurricular (flash) D.P. (flash) D.P. Snowdrop (flash) Snowdrop Reborn Rich Extracurricular Kill Boksoon (movie) Tune in for Love (movie) #kdrama #kdramaedit #edit #snowdrop #kmovie #junghaein #limsooho #jisoo #action #romance #romantic #youngro #yoonjiwoo #jiwoo #dp #kookyohwan #myname #weakheroclass1 #weakheroclass #weakhero #parkjihoon #choihyunwook #ahnsuho #yeonsieun #hwangjungmin #extracurricular #rebornrich #songjoongki #haein #haeinandjisoo #hansohee #ahnbohyun #설강화 #마이네임 #지수 #정해인 #지우 #디피 #구교환 #박지훈 #최현욱 #황정민 #송중기 #tuneinforlove #killboksoon #kimgoeun #kdramas #재벌집막내아들 #김고은 #길복순