The odd one out

Is there anyone who can heal my wounds? If I leave them alone, they’ll keep festering endlessly Love and people both scare me so much I’m afraid of being alone I’m afraid I’ll be forgotten Is there anyone who can heal my wounds? If I leave them alone, they’ll keep festering endlessly Love and people both scare me so much I’m afraid of being alone I’m afraid I’ll be forgotten Always a loner, closing the door to my heart A fool who lives carrying sadness on his back Closing my eyes and blocking my ears I lock myself inside the pitch-black darkness 365 days, all year long Chasing after my wandering soul Jack Sparrow holding the wheel A raging hurricane With my belt tightened around me I lose all sense of direction A wandering singer who has lost his way I fight against Another me hiding inside myself When she left, she said to me Even when you’re beside me It feels like you’re not really there A person like a blade that cuts when touched A cold love with a frozen heart Yes, every minute and every second Living doesn’t feel like living Every single day is so frightening M’aider, someone please get me out Always a loner, closing the door to my heart A fool who lives carrying sadness on his back Closing my eyes and blocking my ears I lock myself inside the pitch-black darkness When I faced the breakup that came without anyone knowing I turned away because I was afraid of being alone again The time I had dreamed of so desperately I prayed every night with an earnest heart Hoping it would return to me once more The arrow of memories I had drawn back and released from my hand Flies endlessly and swiftly Toward a faraway target Come back to me Hold my hand No matter how many times I call out No matter how loudly I scream There is no answer from you Even though I struggle endlessly To erase completely The existence of you From my memories Every night, you appear in my dreams And wipe away my flowing tears What am I supposed to do? Should I lie and say I’m fine? Should I say nothing hurts anymore? I can’t hold it in anymore When I’m in pain, I’m in pain When I’m sad, I’m sad My frozen heart Keeps telling on me I say it’s really over I say I’m really okay But the tears I held back Keep pouring out of me Is there anyone who can heal my wounds? If I leave them alone, they’ll keep festering endlessly Love and people both scare me so much I’m afraid of being alone I’m afraid I’ll be forgotten Is there anyone who can heal my wounds? If I leave them alone, they’ll keep festering endlessly Love and people both scare me so much I’m afraid of being alone I’m afraid I’ll be forgotten Always a loner, closing the door to my heart A fool who lives carrying sadness on his back Closing my eyes and blocking my ears I lock myself inside the pitch-black darkness Always a loner, closing the door to my heart A fool who lives carrying sadness on his back Closing my eyes and blocking my ears I lock myself inside the pitch-black darkness #ai #rap #music #sad