"This is My Goodbye"

#countrymusic #rockmusic #songwriter #redheadusmcwife "This is My Goodbye" written by Stephanie Gordon, also known as @redheadusmcwife @stephaniegordon7070, and Some songs are performed by me, and others by Suno AI. The events, characters, and names in this song and video are entirely fictional. Any resemblance to actual people, events, or photos is purely coincidental. This music video contains materials used under the Fair Use guidelines of Section 107 of the Copyright Act. All rights remain with the copyright owners. © 2026 @redheadusmcwife @stephaniegordon7070. Any unauthorized reproduction will result in immediate legal action. Created by Stephanie Gordon (@redheadusmcwife @stephaniegordon7070). Some songs are performed by me, and others by Suno. #countrymusic #redheadusmcwife #songwriter "This is My Goodbye" {Intro – Spoken, distant, vinyl crackle) Yeah… If you’re hearin’ this… I guess I finally found the words I couldn’t say… (Verse 1 – Rap) I was a ghost in your arms, but I swore I was alive Too blind to see the tears fallin’ from your eyes I kept runnin’ them roads, chasin’ demons in the night While you were holdin’ down a home I couldn’t fight for right Every lie that I told, yeah, I branded my name Every bridge that I burned just fed the flame Now the silence hits louder than a .45 round And your memory’s the only thing still hangin’ around I said, “I’ll change,” yeah, I said that before But the person in the mirror kept settin’ that war Now I’m writin’ this letter with a heart full of rust Too late for forgiveness, but I owe you the truth (Chorus – Sung, emotional, heavy guitars) This is my last ride, I’m leavin' the past Every word like a bullet from mistakes I can’t undo I was wrong, I was broken, lost in my pride Now I’m riding away with nothin' left to hide Yeah, this is my goodbye, carved in pain and regret If I could turn back time, I’d be the person you needed back then But the dusts in the wind, and the truth cuts deep Some things you lose… you just never get to keep (Verse 2 – Rap, more intense) I remember your voice saying, “please just stay,” but I took that road and drifted away. Every mile I traveled carved a deeper space in your soul, and now I’m countin' those miles like a debt I still owe. I was selfish with love and careless with trust, turning a diamond to dirt and a promise to dust. I hate who I was when I look back, but I can’t rewrite the pages—I don’t know how. You gave me your heart, and I gave you my scars, leaving you alone while I chased empty bars. Now the whiskey doesn’t burn the way your memory does, and every damn song still reminds me of us. (Chorus – Bigger, more powerful) This is my last ride, I’m leavin' the past Every word like a bullet from mistakes I can’t undo I was wrong, I was broken, lost in my pride Now I’m riding away with nothin' left to hide Yeah, this is my goodbye, carved in pain and regret If I could turn back time, I’d be the person you needed back then But the dusts in the wind, and the truth cuts deep Some things you lose… you just never get to keep (Bridge – Half-time, heavy, melodic) I’m not askin' you to wait, I’m not askin' you to care, Just know I finally see What I had when you were there. If there’s a better part of me, It was buried back then, And I found it too late At the bitter, broken end. (Final Chorus – Stripped then explosive) This is my last ride, and you can hear the truth in my voice. I’ve finally learned what it feels like to be alone. I was wrong, I was blind, and I let something heavenly pass me by. Now I’m riding on with this weight in my mind. This is my goodbye, with no excuses left to offer—just a person full of regret tryin' to figure out how to stay alive. And if you ever hear these words, just know I tried to become someone better on this last ride. (Outro – Spoken, fading) You deserved better… I see that now…